Rose

2009-01-23T15:35:00.026+08:00

And I turned 18 on 21st Jan. This year it was special because of you :D. We both didn't attend school on that day..hehex..

You came by noon and give me a big bouquet of flowers and gave me your gold medal as presents. I didn't expect that flower part of course.. And yeah! Your team won the championship. I'm so proud of you...muackzz...

We spend the day away together. This birthday is different because of you. I'm 18, yup, became an adult and I have U =) Thanks for always being by my side..

Although we are experiencing difficulties, U always think possitively. Even when I don't trust myself, U still have faith in me. I know I have to think for U as well, not only for me..but I'm just so afraid. You give me support and want me to be determined. But U know, it's so hard...

Then yesterday we have a birthday dinner with friends and family. Thanks for all the presents.

This big clock is totally hand-made from inside out. Oh I love it so much Ny!!!

2009-01-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hohoho!!! New Year is finally coming. It's next week Anf of course my birthday is next week too. I'm turning 18 but I'm feeling so excited about it. Only him understands why :D...Anyway, it's time I get to decide what I want. Yup, so please do not interfere with my decision...

Other schools are off for holiday but mine hasn't. We have have to study until next week but probably I won't go to school after my birthday.. Oh lazy baby, but that's me.

2009-01-13T22:07:00.005+08:00

Blogging in the middle of the week instead of during the weekend. It's probable because I have nothing to do today :D and I didn't blog last week .

Uhm, last week was rather fun. I attended school lazily as an effect of the long holiday.. On Saturday, went to collect my passport, took a look at my long hair and I went... Then went to watch my bf played soccer. His team didn't win but it doesn't matter :D...

After that, we went to buy a cake for his mom. It's her birthday this week. And we delivered the cake early to her because he wants me to meet his family. It was rather nerve - cracking, as I've never done this before :D... His youngest bro is cute..He laid his head on my laps and talked to me as if he has known me for a long time..

We then went laser shooting..haha..super duper fun . I was attacked my his uncle, bro and 'wolf' while other 2 of my group members went into hiding =)

Tomorrow marks 2 months. The end of the week is his mom's birthday and next week is my mine...muackzzz :D . Tet is following after that..$$$ is rolling in..hehex

2009-01-03T19:42:00.003+08:00

Holiday is almost over. 1 day left with 2 projects left untouched . 2 weeks past by so quickly.

The star of the holiday is the DA Lat trip. It was so pleasant. Of course it would have been better if he was there :D... We went sight-seeing around the city. However, the weather was not so good. It rained throughout the 4 days while we were there but it's okay since I love walking in the rain . One thing I just couldn't stand is the low temperature, simply because I get cold easily and can't bear cold condition.

The activity I do most and enjoy most is eating.. ha ha... with NY. NY and me walked around town, feel the rain and eat. We walked, shopped, eat, then walked again, drank coffee and eat again. We probably make a good team . And eating ice-cream in the cold night is the best!!!

I miss DA Lat...Hohoho. wanna go there again =)

2008-12-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

X-mas is over... Yes. It's over... Watched a soccer match and went out to enjoy the X-mas feeling for a short while. VN won and of course the streets were so crowded. Luckily I didn't get stuck in the jam :D

I have been going out with Ny a lot these days..haha... be it making passport,drinking,singing, and blah blah blah.. Soon we will be going for our trip..

Yes! Da Lat. I'm going there on Monday. It's a break from this noisy and polluted city. For this festive season and new year, each of my family members spend our vacation in a different place. Since we have different preferences, doing it this way will be pleasant for all

A friend of mine went to the US today. Have a safe trip and all the best for your studies. And don't forget to pay half of my tix when I go over, as you promised..hehex... Gonna miss ya

2008-12-21T23:04:00.001+08:00

Thursday was cousin's birthday. She turned 21. She soon will be going to Australia and mommy wants me to go as well... Anyway, wish her a happy year ahead!!! And exactly 1 month later is my birthday.

Yesterday went out from noon and at night went shopping with family :D... Yup!! Parkson is having sales and I don't see a reason to not grab this chance and shop for X-mas . After walking rounds and rounds, I saw Ny.. =), so surprised, hehex... Probably I'm going there again before X-mas since I have a few vouchers left over.

Tomorrow is last day of school and then we are off for holiday!!! I'm too excited about that part, and my trip...HOHOHO!!!

2008-12-14T18:39:00.004+08:00

One month... It's actually more but let's not count that part :D..

However, I still have that weird feeling. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't seem to bother so much about it. I wonder when that same feeling will strike again...

So let's just let nature takes its course..

2008-12-07T19:02:00.007+08:00

Mommy bought a karaoke system on Sat and I spent the day singing away...lalala~. However, we could not turn on the volume really high because of the neighbors..be considerate :D..

Let me see..uhm..what else is there to talk about??..hehex.. I treat myself to my addiction today, TVB drama . I only can watch for a few hours on weekdays but today is Sunday, so I watch for such a long period of time..hahaha... SATISFY =)

Home affairs, normal.. School matters, even more normal..

Things between you and me are fine. You're good to me, but I'm afraid of myself :D.. Anyway, I have overcome that period. It was really hard... People were blaming me, and even him. He did not treat me as a friend. I know it's hard for him to forget too, but at least he have to take things normally, so it would be easier.

You 'thuong' me very much... I prefer that word than 'love' :D.. I know that very well.. And I came back despite what other said about me also because of that... You helped me overcome that problem, assured me and I'm glad that I made that decision..instead of following my head again..

Thank you for loving me :D...

2008-11-15T22:59:00.008+08:00

Crossroad...It really where I'm standing. I have never experienced this before. The friendship of 2 guys is at the verge of breaking because of me.

One of you is really an ideal guy of any girl. So kind, gentle and caring. I know that very well. But from the beginning, I always treat you as a close friend. And may be the way I treat my friends is different from yours, therefor you might have misunderstood my intention. To me, that's how I treat my friends, but to you... Haizz, I have no intention to hurt you or whatsoever.

And another you, you came 1st. But when we were together, we had so much problems. And I did not love you whole-hearted. So I asked for a break up thinking I couldn't love you. However, things changed. The relationship got better when we split and that's when he confessed to me.

I was so confused. I treat him as a close friend and you also asked me to patch up. Both of you are good friends for 7 years. I did not know what to do. At least one person is going to be sad.

And I chose to follow my heart. I chose you. It was not an easy decision at all, standing between 2 person. But people are blaming me for not being clear of my feelings, and gave him the wrong idea, he was hurt.

But did they thought of my feelings? at that time when I break up with you, I did really felt that way. Otherwise, why would I have done that? for fun? And we both only realized our feelings only after that. And he confessed, but I don't love him. So what you people want me to do? Love him back because he would be hurt??? And at the same time, you guys tell me to follow my heart and be strong??? So what do you people want????

The first time, I was blame for what I did. And now, when I followed my heart, I'm also blame again... and I'm so lost of what to do...

You came first, but why people are making it look like you came 2nd and snatch me from him..

Could anyone understand my feelings???

2008-11-08T21:17:00.001+08:00

Final is the current event for this 2 weeks and I'm suffering from migraine as a result from it. Oh headache...

Anyway, that's not important right now.

Haiz.. I don't know what I was thinking when I answered that. I didn't not mean to hurt you. And if I did somehow, I'm sorry. I always have a soft heart concerning this kind of thing. I don't want anyone to be sad because of me, va thing thoang em da gap phai dead end vi tinh cach do. Em so, va em khong muon ai phai buon vi em. Co the moi nguoi noi em ngu ngoc, nhung biet lam sao duoc, em khong the chiu noi canh ai do buon vi minh...

Va doi khi, em da force minh lam nhung thu khac voi trai tim chi vi dieu do. Em da co gang, em tried to make an effort, nhung something just doesn't work out. Em da doi long, vi em so anh buon, va em khong the doi long hon nua. Em xin loi...

Du gi di nua, em cam on nhung gi anh da danh cho em. Em rat tran trong no. Nhung co le em se khong dap lai no duoc. Em khong trach ai ca, nhieu nguoi noi nay kia nhung khong sao, vi em cung dang trach. Tinh em bay nhay, nhung trong tinh yeu, em lai 1 con nguoi khac. Em khong de yeu, va cung khong de quen 1 ai do. Thoi thi, co le chung ta hay la friends, dieu do se better cho ca hai...

2008-10-19T15:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a fun day and rather not. Why the contradict? some who attended the party might know.

In the morning, I met up with Trang and we hung out...tada I bought a single ring and 1 for Candy as well. Then we had lunch, I would say it was a chit-chat session =). After that, she went to my house and stayed until 5+.

At night was a birthday dinner. I prepared a present for aanhTu and hurt my finger a little bit :D. It was fun and everything was fine until... I shall not mention it...

What should I do? It would be better if no one say anything. It's now not the way it used to be anymore. I just don't know how to describe it... and I don't know what to do about it... Am I to blame for what happened? or to be pitied?? My mind is so much like a spider web now, so confused, and I don't know how to take the next steps...

Sorry anh Tu because you had to see tears on your birthday...

2008-10-05T17:49:00.003+08:00

Schoolwork is getting more and more every day. With mid-term exam coming & other personal issues, I have lost my interest in almost everything.

School is mundane as usual , so there's no point posting about it. Just wanna say that I love my friends a lot lot lot!!! =)

Halloween will be at the end of the month, and I'm not sure if I going to participate in it.

2008-09-20T19:24:00.008+08:00

Sick. I was not in school for almost a week. Hospital check -ups,tests and medicine make me wanna puke.

I hate the sight of doctors, and hospital's smell. Hours felt like years in there. It gave me headache, spinning around in my own world.

Yeah, beside those shits, I am having so much to think about. Things are not happening the way they should be.I don't know how to put it, but, just too complicating and confusing. Sometimes I wonder where I should be now. I couldn't simply spend my life a few years in a place and couple of another somewhere else.

I've been moving since young and it's really loathe some. The bonds that I've made, the feeling that I've grown, everything would turn into nothing. I always become attached to places that I've lived in, to the people around. And what about love? It always die before it could happen.

Oh please, I beg for assurance. I'm tired of moving around, let go of what is attached to me and start anew. Could I just settle down like any other human, and live the rest of my life there?...

2008-09-14T09:58:00.009+08:00

Yesterday we had a birthday celebration for Rosa, Jackie and Ashley. Met up with the guys and went to pick some presents for them. I'm so glad that they love the presents, at least appear to be so..haha :D

Then we went for lunch and head for karaoke session. Everyone turned into monsters the moment they step inside the room =) We sang and fooled around like crazy. Our voice is so great that we got six 100 score in total...haha..'winks winks'. Ashley and me sing duet for a couple of songs. We make a perfect team, right?. We shall sing together more :) I also realized that Britney has a nice voice but she's just too shy to sing alone.

After singing till there's no voice left , some of the girls left and we continued the second round of the party. We had some grilled food and it left my hair with that so disgusting smoke smell.

The party was enjoyable and memorable. Hope all the participants do feel the same. And Happy Birthday again to Ashley, Rosa , and Jackie!!!

2008-09-07T14:30:00.004+08:00

Mom is going to Canada on Tuesday. How I wish to go over there in the winter. I wanna see snow.

School is fine. There're some bitches here and there but I don't care. Anyway, Ms Zendra will be back tomorrow and I'm so glad to hear that :D. I just can't stand the substitude teacher any longer.

The new English & Journalism teacher comes from Australia. Well, he's easy - going, friendly and funny.

I scored full marks for World Geography's 2nd quiz..hehex..

Chao...

2008-08-30T22:17:00.005+08:00

First week of school passed by quickly. There's just so much things to talk about the new school.

There was a gay in my Maths class for a day but luckily he was transferred to another..haha :D

Mr Mike is no longer teaching us English 12 & Modern Journalism. He's no longer in school. I've heard some rumours about it but still don't know the real story yet, and I have no idea how to dig it out either =) Anyway, we are having a new teacher next week.

The Chinese teacher is just great. Her teaching is very good & she's pretty too. Many students are trying to get into her class and I'm proud to be in her class. I really enjoy her lessons to the fullest.

Everyone in World Geograply class score perfect score for the 1st quiz. :D

Each subject has only a period a day so time flies in school. Meet a couple of new friends and teachers...

It's going to be a 4 days long weekend. I'm going to rest and get ready for school next Wednesday...

2008-08-04T17:15:00.015+08:00

Aloha!

Back from a summer vacation. We went to Nha Trang, Vinpearl Land which held The Miss Universe 2008 contest.The beach city was 450 km away from Ho Chi Minh City and it took about 12 hours on the road to reach there.

The scenery was relaxing. It's natural as it's not fully developed yet, but that's what make it attractive. Imagine coming back there 5 or 10 years later, it'd be filled with concrete & infrastructure, there's no fun left.

Anyway, everything was pleasurable. Make friends with a couple of people & we got rather close within 4 days. We will meet up in town soon. :D

Now let's the picture do the talking =)

2008-07-15T22:54:00.004+08:00

Summer heat really is a killing weapon. It just not easy to endure the stifling weather. The sun shines scorching rays till 6 in the afternoon so it's not a nice feeling going out there down the road. Worse, it'd rain continuosly at night. I feel kind of lucky that we cancelled our vacation.

And school is starting in less then a month time.. Nothing much to say, time has been passing slowly each day with mundane routine, but somehow, I like it that way...

2008-06-28T13:49:00.007+08:00

Having been indulging myself with The Sims 2, I seem to forget what is going on around me.

Finished 2 novels much earlier, thus I spent hours & hours on game and TVB drama. It will be a long break before the school term starts, so I wonder what should I be doing.

Went for a hair cut last week, and all I can say is I regretted it. I have been taking care of it for it to grow to a ideal length, and all gone by a little mistake. But it's alright. It's probably time to change hairstyle. Let is grow naturally.

It's not my habit to type a lengthy post, soI shall continue on the next post ya..:D

2008-06-18T13:14:00.012+08:00

It was well - spent 4 days with Fajar on their Learning Journey.

We went to teach English to 2 primary schools. It was so hilarious to see Faiz & Ahmad made fun of themselves while introducing the words. Ahmad was sweating just well, alot =) & I helped with the translation.

Reunion with Suriah & Helmy was great. We haven't sharing personal issues for ages..hehex. On top of that, meeting with The Principal, her husband, teachers & other Fajarians were fantastic.. *winks*. Had fun talking with Mr Yong & Mr Ong too..

It was Suriah's birthday yet she bought me a novel.. So I planned with Mr Yong, bought a big cake & made surprised party for her. Hope she had enjoyed her birthday in HCMC..

There was jsut to much to share here. Making friends with Sakinah, that funny girl & Cailing, the ' not - so -shy' girl & the rest of them was value-ing. Those memories are to be treasured & remebered..:D

2008-05-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

I was bored, so went on viewing friend's blogs. And I was suprised upon seeing my picture with rock kechik on her post.

And it brought memory back. I still remeber every single things that happened there. From the 1st day i entered Fajar till the day I left. All the friends I've made, & she was one of the best one.

We quitted our CCAs to join Choir & spend quality time on it. We managed it & got close. Since then, we shared with each other what was going on in our life. She would be the 1st one to call when something sad happened. And she would answer the calls, even it was late at night.

Suddenly I miss Sg, the place, the atmosphere, teachers & all my friends. =)

* And I remeber you ,too

2008-04-05T00:35:00.003+08:00

Learning Curves: A Novel of Sex, Suits, and Secret Affairs by Gemma Townley.

The Heading of the book was very attractive to me =). So after spending minutes & mintues of pondering, I decided to get this book & a few more.

I grabbed it a few days after brought it home. I thought it was rather a lengthy novel. But to my surprise, the author wrote it too perfect. It charmed me to read one chapter after another without feeling bored. I read it continuously & completed the novel within one day :D

It was the 2nd time I read a novel excitedly, apart from "The Count of Monte Cristo". I would prefer to read "Learning Curves" if there were a question. It's a very happening story. Mostly because it's a modern novel. Everything you read will seem so "now" . The language is more straight forward compared to the 'old time' novels.

Trust me that you would want to read more of the story once who have started. For me, I'm going to read more novels from Gemma Townley.

2008-03-24T17:37:00.008+08:00

It was the new house welcome party rather than my aunt's birthday last Sunday. Woke up in the morning to go their..zzz... But meeting my nanny is great..Yeah!!

The place is nice. Especially the scenery but the house is to small..hehex.. It's quite far from the city,and of course,not that noisy & lively.But taking photos there is great =)

2008-03-10T12:13:00.008+08:00

It was nice to celebrate my cousin's birthday together. My family, cousin ones and two of my aunts were present.

We had dinner at a very nice place, a high class restaurant with perfect decoration. It was my recommendation to go there & I'm glad that everyone is happy about the choice, coz the food is super delicious =)

2008-02-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

I'm happy that I received a tag from Shanky.. =) It's been awhile since I last saw Shanky & Terence.. Miss them alot...

Hope they are doing fine, it's really not fun without them around like it used to be... Wishing all the best for their Os..

2008-02-06T16:32:00.000+08:00

The real 2008 is coming really soon..for those who celebrate CNY..

Housework is really a pain... My maid went back to her hometown for the new year & I'm left here to help my mom...

Bought enough clothes to wear for CNY visiting. Then will be getting 'hong bao'.. =)

The $$$ expected won't be much.. as they always say grown up kid don't get alot... sob sob... Tomorrow will be fun, but yah.. fasting..hehex.. Coz it's the 1st day of the year, so to get blessings..

The new year is coming in 2 hours.. Hope that things will happen as we planned.. & Happy New Year..haha..

Just a year passed by but so much has changed

2008-01-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

Oh so full... I've been sitting and eating around this whole month. It's great slacking of coz.. haha.. but it's the only resting period before the school term start...

Anyway, we had Thai steamboat just now after the meeting with the lawyer. Rosa ordered so much and the bill was...high too heaven =).. However, it's still a small amount if convert to Sing & OZ dollars.

We celebrated my birthday last saturday..hohoho... it's abit late..& I bought some jewellery with the $$ i got :DD...

2008-01-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

And...

I have turned 17..

But.. I did not have the usual excited feeling when my birthday come. This year, it just came like any other days, without any special moment.

With many plans in the head, I'm not sure which way I really want to go... Here & there, can I just settle down in one place like other people? I start hating the life of someone who doesn't know where she will be going next..

2008-01-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

Back to posting...
Nothing much happened recently. I'm just glad to be here, with my family. Love so much the way they say our language, the way they say things & all of them..
Whatever it is, it's always best to be at home, where you grown up, with the people you love...

Birthday is coming..yah, it's the 17th.. What have I done so far???
The Chinese new year is coming soon too. We called it "TET" here. It's time for me to see my big big family again after so long...

2007-12-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

2007-12-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

What a great day it was.. Well, it is always great to spend time with people who are close to you, besides family ties...

So after done with my stuff in the morning, went to plaza with Nad & met up with Shanky to go to Vivo. We got there too early I think. Went around searching for X-mas gifts.

My X-mas tree came with a X-mas present for me.. Thanks a lot... Sorry for not being able to spend time with you. The present is so Cute.. It's my fav shape =)...

Then our Auntie Lim came with her Taka Shopping Bag.. She look so cute & funny.. Haha.. & We went in the restaurant.. Details of the dinner is kept confidential & only for the PA crew to know... :D

Finally was the arrival of Uncle Terence.. He got _ _ _ _ Hahaha... We busted out in laughter listen to his story.. I miss your lame stories when I was away man...

And Uncle presented me with a Limited Edition Nike Handbag... Thanks Thanks Thanks.. Will use it when I go out with you all =)

Done with dinner, we divided into 2 groups & went shopping. The Aunties & the The Uncles.. In the end, it was the Uncles who bought.. We also got Count Down @ VivoCity the tickets but gave to the Uncles as I can't go...

We then took bus home & the Uncles were so tempted by my OZ story... Hehehex..

This has been my all time favourite picture ...

Great times are remembered forever...

2007-12-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

So I'm back to S'pore for 2 days & it's enough to make me sick.. Due to the weather I believe.. Now I know why most people from overseas get sick when they go back to their own country..
Well, S'pore is not my home country. But it's like a second home for me.. The place where I spent 4 years of my teenager life here.. It's just so memorable..

Stop speaking of that.. Haha.. I've been busy, very busy these few days.. So busy that I haven't got time to really go out yet... Soon I hope, otherwise....

Anyway, Congrats to all the students who did well for their Ns. The result was out today & I went to school. Of cos not to get the result, but for PA duty :D.. & Thank God that all my friends did well.. Haha...

Had a birthday dinner for cousin at Jack's Place. Her bf treated us for the food. Me & my sis gave her a birthday cake surprise. And she wasn't even aware of it when the song was played.. Happy birthday =)...

Enough wishing for people.. Haha.. May be should do some for myself... Nope nope... I'd prefer if someone else wish for me.. Of coz you too right???...

What's meant to happen, will happen :D

2007-12-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Time flies fast & it's almost a month I've been here..

Went to shopping mall yesterday with sister & my aunt. Didn't buy much. What excites me is seeing a primary school choir singing for Christmas. They are just so CUTE CUTE CUTE...=).. They sang a "X-mas tree" version for the song "Lemon tree"..Pretty nice I think.. They grabbed my attention so much that I was more into them then the shopping part.. Haha.. Well, I was from the choir..

Talking about some other matters, if you ask me is it worth to wait for something/someone, I think it worth... I did not waste my time for nothing. Something good came out of it.. Although I did want to give up half - way, I thought I would just keep hoping as it might come...& when it came, I glad that I did not give up on it...

But is it a good ending? or a brand new beginning?? Time will answer that...

It was a very good pass, if you know what I mean...

2007-12-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

Weather is turning cold again..How weird... My lips cracked & I feel a little of inconvenience...

It's been tiring these few days. I also have no time to post because of work..Haha.. Sound impossible, but yah, it's true :D... Work because of the boredom & the pay is Thumb Up... Hehex... It's AU$50/day which is about S$80/day. But I only work for a few days, just to earn some pocket $$$...

I also have been reading the book on traffic rule..Gotta get ready for my car drirving lisence exam which is soon...

Next week fly back to S'pore & It will be a short stay there... With many things to complete.. & Only I know the reason why... Ask me if you wanna know =)

Finally the photos come...

2007-11-26T16:48:00.000+08:00

continued...

The other post was left half-way done as my cousin rushed my to go out, same few routine though...

The climate here is really weird. Winter is approaching for other parts of the world but SUMMER is coming here instead... Haha.. It can get very hot in the afternoon, up to 38 degree Celsius... But lucky it always cool down in the evening no matter how hot in the day.. & that's what I like about it =)...

Saw a full moon yesterday. The moon seems to appear bigger here.. :D... May be it's due to the vast open sky here. In S'pore, the view is always blocked by the high apartment.. I enjoy looking at the stars.. And I only can do it when I'm back in Vietnam...

Something is better left unsaid, once again...

2007-11-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

Time for a proper post. =)

So I've been here for a week. It's great. I feel like it's Vietnam here, not Australia.. Why??.. Haha.. Many more Vietnamese here compared S'pore. A lot of shop, places owned by them & I get to speak my own language rather than English :D... It makes me feel more "Home" than compared to S'pore even though it's much furthur away from Vietnam...

Went to visit my grand aunt & family.. Have not seen them for such a long long time...

Besides all that, I went sight - seeing around & the best place is the beach...=) We watched sunset there & it was so romantic.. Haha.. But the water is too COLD... So forget about swimming..

But the thing I love the most is the weather..weird isn't it?.. Even if it's hot, the wind is still cold & so cold that your car need not on the air-con once to screen down the window.. So I don't sweat at all while going out.. Hehex.. However, it's kind of cold at night.. & It's nice...

2007-11-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Short post... People wondering where am I now.. not back from OBS??... so where am I??...haha... aussie =)... So will post only when I have the time :D

2007-11-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

Alright!!! I'm here blogging instead of helping with the cooking. Mom's friends are doing it anyway. Celebrating Mom's birthday today, & tomorrow I'm off. So if she got her visa granted, she will fly off on Thursday & I won't be seeing her when I'm back..

I don't feel the heat. Yah true, I feel so unknowingly. Tomorrow is the day & I've not pack. Shall do it late night then...

It's very hard...

2007-11-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

Sunday was a great day after noon =)... Went shopping with mom & sis.. Those were good deals :D...

Then met up with rock - kechik, Mr J & another of his friends before the concert. Oh man, it was cool, great, fantastic, fabulous, whatsoever... Haha... Indescribable.. Must experience it yourself.. Hehex... Thanks Mr J.. It was such a big eye opener...

Took a cab home & it was raining heavily.. More than I've ever seen before.. It was so bad that couldn't see the road, so all cars drove slowly...

Monday morning was Chemistry SPA exam.. I was able to finish it but not very sure about the solution..be it then..Because only skill 1 is marked for this round :D... Went home after that as I was having a fever...

As for today, bought almost everything for camp...

It's hard without you, but life has to go on, and I will get used to it...

2007-11-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

Just another random post. Having some strange feelings inside me due to the weird dreams that I have been getting these 2 nights. Are they how I feel for real? or just some silly thoughts as part of a teen's growing up process?... And they keep running through my mind without me knowing why...

Went swimming earlier this week & it made me sick.. Haiz... What does it mean? I don't wanna know. Some friends might know what am I referring to. So I have not been attending school for 2 days, no appetite for food & don't feel that well...

Science Practical Assessment is on again next week & I want to do a good job... Another weekend is coming, but I just don't feel the excitement...

Currently love this song : Hate that I love you

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so...

2007-10-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

Alright.. Just can't seem to concentrate on study. That's why I'm here blogging instead of doing A-maths homework.. People are enjoying their holiday & I'm stuck with school for 1+ weeks more.. How boring it sounds.. Have some silly thoughts.. Can I like, don't go to school?.. Too lazy lah.. Haha.. But no way, or else next year when I come back I would be so LOST..

Many plans are gonna fill up my November... Rockcapella concert, Rock - kechik birthday, OBS, Arts Camp, Mega Camp, & of coz my trip in early December, if only my visa are given...

Plans are there but guess I'm not gonna attend all..Due to health reasons, personal reasons & stuffs. Or can depends on my mood, too. Don't blame me for that..

School, homework, haizz...

She said I should stop thinking for others 1st...

2007-10-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Got up early for the award. Tired tired...zzz... Someone actually got there earlier then me, I was so surprised... haha... 1st time.. Congrats you finally made it... Haha.. Just kidding okie, don't cry...

Event went not so well for the 1st round & by the 3rd round, it was perfect.. smile smile.. Seriously, it's time for us to step down..

Also received my report book, get the result from me if ya wanna know... There's improvement...HOHOHO.. but of cos will try to do better =)

Oh yah, someone get really paiseh.. haha... cause I said that I knew that person did something bad on me.. haha.. I knew that you didn't know that you actually fall for my trap & I discovered it.. Anyway, it's fun disturbing you though, can't blame me then ...gotcha :D...

I felt so so relieved revealing it , it's hard holding the truth for 11 months. I were misunderstood by people, tears shed, feelings was hurt, but in the main time can't blame anyone for it. Just my fault...

2007-10-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

It's lame.. How could they even think of something like that?... Holiday approval?? while I'm not even working yet??.. The reasons seem to make me laugh sarcastically. Run away?? to where?? there???... shall say wait long long...

Spending a day out of the country is great. & of cos for girls the greatest part is shopping, as usual. Bought some clothes & a wallet from Mango. Yah, it's nice.. I haven't see those designs in Singapore yet. Prices are about the same, not much cheaper. Wanted to buy some more stuffs but mom didn't allow. Shall wait for my holiday to buy then...

School is ending for students & here I am, preparing for lessons...

It will heal, all I need is just time.

2007-10-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Don't know what to say now. Have not been talking much to friends except to my Rock - kechik. Not in the 'me' mood. Things hasn't been going well lately, that's all I can say..Today I was like f***, sorry people.

I am exhausted & having a bit too much on my mind. Apologise to my friends if I ignore you guys or do not seem to be responding to you. Thank you for sharing with me when you are down. I will just be there, listening...

May be I should just give up on you, like how you did give up on me once...

2007-10-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

Many people will be updating about the exam result so I decide not to. Yah, what for.. What's done is done. We can't cry over it also..

People didn't realise I had a hair cut except for some. :D

Not much things to update.. Life is just as usual..Nothing to be happy about..& Intensive study couldn't bring me back to the mood..

Taking a long time to post. Getting busy again with the stuffs in school... Well, It's part of my duty so taking it happily.. Besides that, I don't wish to discuss...

Should I??or shouldn't I??? Fate is in our own hand, isn't it?...

Do not make promise if you know u can't fulfil it...

2007-10-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

Happy times sure past fast, tomorrow back to school for result.. Well, I enjoyed too much these days until forgot about it =)... Must not show my sulky face, even though I'm feeling it inside.

Back to school is bored, together with the intensive study programme, it kills my mood totally. Holiday is meant for rest, isn't it? I shall get over & done with it soon.

Outing with my 'crazy group' shall be in December I guess. We will be exchanging X-mas present from Australia, Taiwan & S'pore. How exciting it is... haha... Will have a hard time wondering what to buy for them :D...

Sometimes smiling doesn't mean fine..

2007-10-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

GREAT WONDERFUL FANSTASTIC!!!! That's what I've got to say about today...haha...

Went to Sentosa with my best friends, HOHO... we took alot of photos.. will upload on the next post... coz too much...haha... 200 + alright.. Our PA crew were the models of the day... & Shanky's sis was the camerawomen.. Well, I guess I need to print one album for just today...

As we tool a stroll along the beach, we saw something so funny that made Terence ran after the monkey..haha.. They did something that made him very INTERESTED about it. Me & Shanky had a good laugh while waiting for him to come back.. That's also lead me to the creation of his new name...

Then we took foto of almost every thing we saw... Now I know that guys are also that .... haha...

We got unlimited train ride due to Shank's booking the hotel. So we just go up, sit, go down, then go up sit there again, haha. & We were so blurred lah. Actually not us, but Terence, made us to one big round...

Dinner time was so hilarious.. We went for 4 rounds.. Haha... Well.. Buffet what.. =) Terence & Shanky were influenced by me and tried the oyster, but Shanky couldn't take it after the 1st one... HOHOHO... That Terence wasted so much food...NOT GOOD.. haha...

Then desert time, oh no!!!.. haha...cause we tested the food together, & I was the 1st to test, and comment.. Once I didn't take the food but said 'uhm'... And they 2 broke out in laughter... hehex... only we could understand....
And Shanky had a whole stomach of chocolate, that explains his name :D
As for my name, ask me if you wanna know..

Next, we proceed to the show. The tram ride there was so slow & Terence was almost harassed by a man..eww... Lucky I didn't sit there ..The musical fountain was as good as ever. Everyone was amused :D...

Will update more when I get the photo... & Before we left, we took our trademark photo..Chocolate man, Monkey man & Peacock woman... LOVE!!!!

We have a Merlion Next Top Model Competition, details on Terrence Blog :D... Vote for us alright..

I am back on my feet once again...

Ice-cream man...=)

My boyfriend...MUACKZ..

Look at that!!

Trademark pose : Chocolateman, Monkey man & Peacock woman

It's Friendship that last Forever...=)

Deepavali...hahax

More foto & details on the next post... or Terence blog

2007-10-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

So I was super upset about that matter. Wanted to call my rock - kechik 1st but she had slept. Then *Bro* talked to me. I was crying as I told him the story. He comforted me & told me what to do.

Then went to school for meeting, I met rock - kechik & tears dropped as I hugged her. Friends saw & asked me but I was not in the mood to even say it. Sorry about that.. Then rock - kechik also comforted me & what she told she to do was just exactly the same as what *Bro* told me...

Went into AVA room & sit behind my group members... =) I was moody all the way until I cracked some jokes on the 'toilet' word , so I managed to pull a smile & didn't expect someone saw it & felt relieved. Thanks for your concern ...

After that, went for lunch with Terence & Shanky. We talked about that matter. They comforted me again... :D... Well, that's what friends are for..

Trust me. When you feel so betrayed by someone and all your friends are showing you concern, you'd feel so warm. They are my BEST FRIENDS... They rock & I love them lots...

To Insyirah, Terence, Shanky, Adik & Bro : you guys made my day.. I wouldn't know what to do without all of u man..

To X-mas tree : I'm sorry for giving you the cold shoulder despite you were concerned about me.. I was wrong too... Thank you also okkie... Don't feel left out :)

2007-10-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

My short holiday has started & I am so free right now... Alright, I know I am supposed to be laughing away now but I just couldn't...

Some thoughts struck my mind. I'm upset. I don't even know what I want to type out now. Tears are at the verge of rolling down. May be I should just avoid meeting that person...

& I will step back, sacrifice it for you, just to make you happy, my friend..

I shall just turn away like I did...*-*

2007-10-08T18:20:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!!!... Exams are OVER!!! Finally can relax & enjoy my beauty sleep without worries :D...

Didn't have enough sleep yesterday & I was half dead coming to school this morning. The needle hole still pain...huhuhu...& I couldn't sleep much.

Wished for the paper to end early & go home to rest as I was not feeling well but.. Haiz... The paper was delayed by 20 mins for there was no map given..

So when I was completing my last 2 qns, I felt so not well. Felt like stopping but I rested for a while & completed the paper.. =) Expect the result won't be as good as I wanted it to be.

After that, something happened & I really don't wish to elaborate it..

Saw the survey X-mas tree did about me & almost fainted laughing...HAHAHA... Well, if u go against me, I will smack you, X-mas tree!!!..

Thanks all those people who asked about my ... well - being *-*

2007-10-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

The weekend was well spent...HOHOHO...

Went to meet Auntie Violet on sat & she was late for 20 mins...haha. Then went for lunch & studied at her house. Later on LH & X-mas tree joined us & we decided to study over night.

So she followed me home to bathe & get some clothes while LH & X-mas tree went to LH's house.

We then met at the clinic at midnight for mine & X-mas tree check - up for OBS. The doctor was like..*F*... he looks so pervert. Then we both was kena injected.. Pain man.. I took it 1st & regretted that I didn't wait for X - mas tree to come 1st. Things would have be better if he go for it before I do . Anyway, don't mention it, I wanna kill that doctor... hahaha..

Back to her house & we studied chemistry. Not really study. I helped X-mas tree & Auntie Violet helped LH... Drank coffee but it couldn't keep us stay at wake for long. At 2, we gave LH a birthday surprise.. Sorry for not having a proper cake..!!

Slept at 4 but I couldn't sleep. So woke up at 5 with X-mas tree coz the alarm sound was so disgusting...hehex... Then he went back to lala land while I adjusted the air-con & tried to sl

Everybody got up at 7 again. Some went for study, play game while I slept... need to get away my panda eyes alright... it looks so... haha...

So did our stuffs until 10 30 then I went to change back. They bathed, changed the wound dressing, & we played poker cards & went home...

The injection was eeeee, sorry auntie Violet for pressing your hand so hard. It's still pain now. Hope X-mas tree will do well for Chemistry Paper tomorrow & HAPPY BIRTHDAY LH... :D

Taken by me & auntie violet... *-*

2007-10-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

Chemistry paper is over..*smiles smiles*... I feel more relaxed now. There's only one more paper left on Monday, so I have the whole weekend to study for it.

Things have been happened recently & I'm not sure if I really want it to be this way

2007-10-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Alright, I'm sick. My plan was spoilt. Vomited from 3+ to 8 o'clock. Sickening yah... I hate the sight of the toilet bowl.. Stomach was super pain, felt like dying. It's the worst time I've ever experience before. Thought of Mommy...HOHOHO... miss her alright...so called her & had a girl & woman talk =).

After school, was informed that I was selected for OBS. Cheers for that.. & yah, need to go for medical check up & take foto. So plan to go on Sat... with Auntie Violet.. As I dare not go clinic alone...:D

Given my current health condition, wondering if I could make it for the camp.. Guess it's exam sickness like it's always been..

I know it's better there but I have my reasons for staying here...may be it could be you...

2007-10-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Exams are fine so far and I am supposed to by studying right now. But my mind just can't seem to focus somehow. I have been having weird dreams everyday. And it really makes me wonder. Confused. Gotta talk to Rock - kechik & really think about it after exam...

I don't know what to do next. So afraid to be in that situation again...

2007-09-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!!!...What a great day it was..=) Rested for today, didn't study at all. Woke up late, then got ready & wait for rock-kechik msg...

So we got delayed abit. She fetched me at 4 o'clock & we headed to Geylang with her parents. We went to book place for dinner & waited for like 30 mins, but it's okie...:D

Then after that went to shop for baju kurung...End up Auntie bought 1st, then Rock - kechik, then Uncle, I only found a bottom at almost dinner time.. Haha... It's nice alright... Can match with both red & gold.

Went for dinner, super delicious..=) Eat until my stomach bloated...

Then went to shop for a gold baju kurung top again. As the bottom I bought earlier on is for my red kebaya top.. Kinda fussy though, so went round and round before got one that I like & really fits me..

I came out with 2nd episode for The Rock - kechik's Story, & she said I'm more bastard then her.. Haha.. But she also came out with a story about me.. Well, we will see alright.. *winks*

It was a perfect day after all. Thanks to Rock - kechik & her parents.. & this year Hari Raya I'll be in Baju & Kebaya...HOHOHO!!!

U made my day, Rock - kechik. Yah, I'll always behind there just to support your decision.

Quick review of the gold top *-*

2007-09-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

Exam is starting in few days time. This week was a tough week. Teacher came inside class with tons & tons of worksheets, be it previous years paper, other school papers or 10 years series... & I'm getting more headache by the workload.. Haiz.. But no choice, need to buck up.

There's still alot to revise. I have completed only half of chemistry syllabus and 1st few physics chapters , not to mention 2 maths are left untouched. So this weekend gotta study extra hard. To achieve my goal =)

Haha... Realise that Terence has the same blog song as mine...

2007-09-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

This game is played requested by Terence...So just do it as I'm bored :D

Let's Play a GAME (IS THAT YOUR IDENTITY) the selected participant , Please strictly take this test with a honest mind !

The 10 Participants!
1) Rosa
2) Carlyn
3) Insyirah
4) Winnie
5) Suriah
6) Terence
7) Pearlyn
8) Eve
9) Vivien
10) Shanky

-LET THE GAME BEGIN-
Rule : JUST DO THIS PARTICULAR TEST ON YOUR BLOG =D..

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

1) Pass my EOY exam with flying colours :D
2) More time
3) Happiness in family
4) PASS my "O" with FLYING colours =)
5) Find my 'the one'

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who tag you is?
- Terence

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
- Friends, classmates, teammates,...haha

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
- Funny, lame, blur, smart, crazy...=)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
- Uhm...not sure...quite a few..when doing PA

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
- yah, he calls me "a...."

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
- OH NO, no way...haha

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
- It will never happen yah

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
- smart???

9.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
- wish all the best for his EOY exam.

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
- Crazy!

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Uhm...should ask those people I think =)

13.The character you love of yourself are?
- uhm...not sure

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
- Fussy

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- the one who fits the bill.

16. Pass the quiz to 10 other person.
(AS LISTED ABOVE)

17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
- HIM???...haha..can't imagine that...

18.Is no.9 a male or female?
-Female.

19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- Obviously not!!! too funny to see them together

20.How about no.8 and 5?
- They are both females...

21.What is no.2 studying about?
- Physics , Chem, Maths, Express Math???

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- 2 days ago.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- Not sure.

24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
- Me..haha

25.Will you woo no.3?
- No way...hehex

26.Is no.4 single?
- Yes :D

27.What's the surname of no.5?
- Very long...

28.What's the hobby of no.4?
- go out...

29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
- just normal schoolmates...

30.Where is no.2 studying at?
- Fajar.

31.Talk something casually about no.1?
- she's my younger sis :D

32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
- Haha... can friendship count??

33.Where does no.9 live at?
- CCK

34.What color does no.4 like?
- Orange

35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
- Nope

36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
- I don't know.

37.How do you get to know no.2?
- Sec 2 camp =)

38.Does no.1 have any pets?
-Nope.

39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-Haha...funny can??

2007-09-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

I have not been updating due to the coming exam. One word :"Worried". I feel there isn't enough time left, 10 days, what can I do? make my Cs become As, how difficult it is. However, try all my best, that's what teacher say. Effort will be well paid off =)

Visited Terence's family blog & found some good deal on female clothes. I bought few pieces, too. As they are very cute :D. If interested, u can go to this website, http://cravingforfashion.blogspot.com/ .

LTA, Let's try again, okay? :)

2007-09-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

What a fruitful trip! Back from Batam late at night. It was a tiring day. Woke up early in the morning to go there. Well. The trip is better then I expected it.

The food was super delicious. They treated us to seafood, a lot...hehex..& ate on floating restaurant beside the sea.

The favourite part was when we visited the Ex Camp for refugees at Gallang Island. It was the place that many Vietnamese took refuge on their way to the US. It's still there, after like 30 years. Many things, buildings, church, hospitals are left behind. I could even read the Vietnam words engraved on the building. Also discovered that my 1st uncle once was there, too. On his way to the US and now he's living happily at US. I felt like calling him immediately =). May be ask him to go visit that place again..

So did many meaningful things today, and obviously, as a girl, couldn't forget shopping. Everything is just so cheap & nice there. I went to a shop & just toke whatever clothes that I find nice..hehex... Yeah! The donut is SUPERB!!! 1st time praising donut, as I don't like the sweet donuts in S'pore. It's less sugar there, more tasty & healthy...

Mom intended to stay overnight but I got tons of homework to finish so must come back today.. Shall go there again SOON... :D ...& I bought kebaya for Hari Raya

& I felt blessed...

2007-09-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

SUCKS!!!...hehex..Today S.P.A exam for Physics is totally gone. Wondering if I can fulfil that 20% for O Level Physics. It starts right from sec 3, unlike the old syllabus :(.. Most of the classmates didn't complete it too. Well, there's always a 1st time for everything..

Received Mega Camp Consent form. Together with compulsory extra lessons during Nov, the holiday is now cut shot to 1 months only. It's alright, since I also can't enjoy myself without studying for next year...

Time left is getting shorter & shorter & I am scared I might not have enough time for it...

Chubby is cute =)

2007-09-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

Sister's birthday party yesterday was fun..Haha..Not much people was around, mostly family members but we were noisy like crazy. Enjoyed being a 'birthday crashers':D..Appeared from behind with funny poses & spoilt their pictures. Hehex. Anyway, It was so memorable..But something repeated itself =)...

School has been relaxing for me somehow. Lots of homework but just take it easy. It's time to focus on study & nothing else...

The last lap of the race...

2007-09-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

RED! That's what I can see from my skin. Arms got 3 colours now, & faces got 2..Haha.. The skin under the toes swollen & formed other layer of skin. It's bloated. Anyway, today morning was raining heavily. The rehearsal got delayed at we walked in the mud the whole day..EEEEEWWW.. It was so dirty.. The only good thing was the cloudy sky today :D

And it's over. The event didn't go as good as the rehearsals. But so what, cheers for all. I like the kites too. So cute..hehex.. Exchanged number & gonna miss my friends.

School is reopening real soon but I am not looking forward to it.

2007-09-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

Alright, I hate this, the scorching sun... The last few days were the practice at West Coast Park. Super far away from here & we gotta wake up early in the morning to go there... Besides that, the place is sooo HOT.. Just can't stand the heat. Skin already sunburned without me realising it. & it's so red today. To the worse, by dancing in bare foot, the foot got scalded by the hot stage. I can't even walk properly now, don't expect to do the dance & split...

Anyway, tomorrow is the event already. I really want to get it over & done with...So sick with it :( The show from 4 to 7 yet we got to wake up at 6+ in the morning to report there..+ don't like my center stage position..

Gone are my holiday plan...

2007-09-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

Another day of practice... Received the costume today. It's ewww. I chose the green top. It's too big for me :(... The skirt is none better though. I don't even know how to put it on... Anyway, think I gonna wear thighs on event day to protect my knees. They are like...already. Finger already had a deep cut & now toe is hurt to. I hate dancing under the hot sun. Arghh...

Went Lot 1 to eat then went back to West Mall for some shopping :D. It's been a while since I last spent so much. So treated family to Pastamania for dinner. Sis's birthday is coming soon, so it's a birthday treat from me...That's alot...hehex..

Tired, both physically & mentally...

2007-09-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

First day of holiday dance practice is over...:D. So "4 more days to go girl ", said by instructor. Guess he could see the tiredness from our faces. But I can see that he is stress too.

Anyway, gonna sleep early as I need to wake up early, really exhausted. Reached home intended to study but the plan failed as I was too tired, couldn't even go to buy contact lens...:(

They said it should be treated differently but, there's a reason behind it...

2007-09-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

Where's holiday???...Haiz...gone...& I'm freaking tired.

Weekend went by with the normal dance session...So practiced under the HOT sun...Need to get used to it before the event day...which is this coming Saturday at West Coast Park. Gotta be there from early morning till 7 pm.

So gone my holiday...Tomorrow there's dance session again..Must go all the way to redhill for practice...I'm dead beat...

Anyway, the SP visit today was great...The beginning talk was abit boring...After that, the high tea was good :D..Then went on to visit SMA...Saw all kind of safety equipment. The most interesting part was the sea simulation.. We controlled the ship. COOL!!!. The engineering part of the ship was fun also...but couldn't understand all the machine at all...of course :D...hehex.

Mom encourage me to pursue the course too...But may be it's abit too early I think. She may change her mind again , god knows.. & I'm not sure if I will remain here after O's...The place where I break down in tears many times. God will lead me to whatever path that I'm destined to walk on...& with whoever that our fate meets..

2007-08-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today event was so FUN...=)...Woke up at 5 30 to got ready & go to school. Early morning something unpleasant happened..I was kinda pissed off by someone...But when the game started all the unhappiness gone :D...

We never get to play all the games but we played our station game during the interval waiting for the classes to come...but it's ok..because in the end, every one had fun, including teachers...It's funny watching them playing & bargaining with me for the score...haha...

Sad because Mr Goh is going back to complete his course...He said it will be finishing in 10 weeks but we wondering if he's coming back Fajar...We will miss you Mr Goh...Really enjoyed your lessons...& my Physics improve =)...Thank You!!!

So chatted with him when his class came...After school, went Plaza with some friends...Had fun & came back school at 3+ to meet teacher...So we had a PA talk with Mrs Lim..talked about other things too...haha...Yah Mrs Lim,I'm proud to have you teach me...=)...u said so and it's true...She's just so cute...hehex..

Today post is alot about teachers...:D...Well, Teacher's Day is tomorrow...& really want to thank all the Teachers that teach me...Happy Teacher's Day!!!

PA I/Cs & lovely teacher In-Charge ♥

Thanks Terence a lot for taking the pictures today...:D..I know my pictures many,so sorry... & Thanks too!!!

2007-08-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

PTC didn't turn out so bad. Teacher only commented about my dropping in result..=(...This term I could not pay much attention on study as I was involved in too many things...This shall not be the same for term 4..Main focus now is study,study & study...

Went to buy present for tomorrow...This year Teacher's Day will be different from other years..Many games are played instead of concert :D...

I'm taking care of Volley Ball, need to report early tomorrow....The feeling of walking the dark drain with no light scare me off ...Gotta find people to send me to school tomorrow then =)...

I'm at, the point of no return

So afraid of getting burned

But I want to take a chance

Oh please, give me a reason to believe

Say, you're the one, that you'll always be

2007-08-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz...don't really know what am I thinking...seriously. Have not been in school for 2 days. Guess it doesn't really matter anyway, no one would notice it...

So Mom came today. Went to Sentosa to watch the new musical fountain show, called "Song by the sea".....very very nice alright...far more better than the previous one :).But gotta pay for this one, $6/tix. But it's understandable as the effect is much better & there's even fireworks included in the show... I wanna go again...

The sky today is nice. I was star -gazing again...It's been a long time since I last did it..Yah..When I was star -gazing, I thought about some matters, really thought about it..So I've sorted out & I decided what to do. I won't avoid the issue anymore. I will give it a try...As my promise to my 'darling sis' & 'rock kechik'... Felt so relax under the big sky & sea in front of me...I also wished, I wished upon a star that....... Alright, if a wish is say out, it won't come true :D...

Tomorrow having Maths lesson in the morning...most important...PTC!!!...

Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale

2007-08-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

The new dance steps is a bit fast..=)...Anyway, the session was nothing special, besides being watched by the MICA. & informed that we are to perform bare foot. on the grass???...:(

Went to Jurong Point for a while after that & home sweet home. Sms-ed Weeny to get ready & off I went to Marina...Intended to watch Rush Hour 3 but ended up watching License to Wed as the Rush Hour 3 time slot is at midnight...=)...Midnight show?? Not unless I'm on a date...hehex...

Watched License to Wed at 7+ which meant I got like more than 3 hours to walk around. Went to Esplanade that side but there wasn't much people. Felt kinda weird. Then went to the Esplanade roof top and rest. The view is nice. I miss that time when In Harmony practiced. Wanted to take picture of that place but camera was spoilt =(...& I love the cooling breeze up there.

The movie is nice. I simply love the way they fall in love, they shop, quarrel & resolved it together...It's perfect because it's love on screen, isn't it???
Anyway, the cinema theater is lovely. The chair is so comfortable & it's very spacious...:D

& I love this line from the movie : " I know you don't know how to say the right things and do the right things, but I know you will jump into the fire for me " ♥

2007-08-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

Well, got back all my exam papers. Passed English and Combined Humanities with flying colours =). My Physics improve too :D...But 2 Maths and 2 Sciences I'm not performing to expectation...

6 more weeks to Final Year Exam & I am studying hard for it...

Next week is PTC, mom will be here by then. Wondering what teacher will say about me...

Tomorrow is the Dance session again,kinda excited towards it...September Holiday will be filled with the practices everyday & I will not be able to attend to any extra lessons as the performance day is on the last day of the Holiday.

Shall watch Rush Hour 3 tomorrow. It's been postponed for a long time. So no more delaying...As I'm gonna study for exam after that...

"Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love"

2007-08-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today's plan was all cancelled..=)...Friends were not able to make it at the last minute but I was not angry I as I didn't feel like going too... + hand was injured...

I still feel sick. Add on to it, after the dance practice, my head was spinning all the way till I got home. Super headache till I don't wish to do anything but can't be blame. The performance is on 8th September, & everybody is working hard on it...

Movie plan is postponed to tomorrow but not sure if I want to go...

2007-08-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

Exam is over. I do feel relieve now. These few days was filled with studying & studying. I had no time for anything. Just words words and words being squeezed into my mind, as it was last minute study.

Anyway, did quite okay for the exam I think. Humanities paper gave a big smile on my face. Physics was fine too, although I didn't really study for it. Disappointing is Chemistry paper. I study hard for it but the result sure is not as good as I expected it. ..Something happened after my exam but I don't wish to elaborate it..

Friends have been asking me is it that I am sick,saying that I look pale...I think so...Have not been feeling well since the soccer game on Tuesday PE Lesson..Feel like vomiting and stomach pain after eating & I think I know the reason why..Thanks friends for the concern...Don't worry alright....Love you all!!!...

Had a short dance session yesterday due to some reason. And tomorrow morning we are gonna show it to the other school. I'm scared as I can't really dance that good. But trying hard. =)

So time to unwind after exam. Shall watch Rush Hour 3 & may be the fireworks tomorrow...D

* We can do it. As long as you are here with me =).

2007-08-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

It's been a long holiday and I still have no mood for study. Don't know the reason why, may be thinking of that issue stopping me from doing what I have planned. Or other thing else, I am not sure either.

A-maths CA 2 paper was on Monday & I didn't do well for it..I was totally moodless in class when everyone was revising..Something just stop me from doing what I want. So I ended up didn't complete the paper.

Today morning had a brief talk with adik. After come back from duty, when we were taking our bags and go for PE lesson, Terence discovered a something on my file. I was like "What's that? Show me!!!"...& when I realised it was for me, I surprised =). Read the note, it was touching...hehex...Thanks Thanks adik...U always give me surprises...Like the flower the other day :D..

After school met up with my 'sis'. Then help Rock - Kechik, her bf and my adik with the school work...

It rained real hard & Is it what I am feeling deep inside too?

2007-08-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

This morning was National Day Celebration in school. The parade is as usal. My sis was the emcee =).

After parade was the Concert. Felt nervous although I have performed many times because this time the dance movement was funny. Teacher came out with it when I was busy with my PA & Backstage stuffs so did not have time to comment on it...:D. Anyway, hope it was a good performance.

The PA crew today was great. There was some little mistake but it's alright. You guys did a GREAT JOB!!!...Thanks Mrs. Lim for the treat too...

After that, met up with Insyirah & friends to go to Jurong Library. They did all the study & I help Insyirah with her Chem..Explained to her boyfriend Maths too as he said he couldn't understand what teacher taught in class and I am glad that he understand it after I taught him...=)

On the way back, I almost fainted...All thanks to the squeezy and shaky train. So did not went to Lot 1 with her & took Panadol Extra...

Took pictures of Rock- Kechik and come out with a story...hehex...hope she likes it...

*The Story Of Rock-Kechik*

Rock-Kechik wanted to study for the coming exam and she is focusing on her work...

But soon Rock-Kechik found out about me taking the pictures so I asked her for my trademark pose =)...

Oh!!! Rock-Kechik is too STRESS over it!!!...She feels HOPELESS!!!

Rock-Kechik can't take the stress anymore and decided to stop studying. She packed up & wanted to leave for home.

Rock-Kechik felt too cold and decided to wear her jacket before leaving.

Finally, Rock-Kechik got out of the library and said never to go out study again...hahaha...

2007-08-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

Got the last slot for the Anti - Terrorist Exhibition. Nothing special though...Assembly was boring too..However, the rehearsal was not bad, for the sec 1s I mean. It's there 1st time anyway, so to my sec 1s PA junior : "relax!!!" =)

I am not feeling alright. I don't know what went wrong. Was I wrong to say that to you? to treat you that way? Am I regretting this? I don't know either... I wish I could untangle the web...

2007-07-31T16:54:00.000+08:00

Done with my English Oral today =)...Actually I only know about it morning this morning but it's ok...Didn't perform too bad I think...

This morning presented the Runner up Trophy to Mrs Wong...My hand was trembling holding the paper when I gave the speech...haha..My heart almost jumped out :D...

And I notice something. There are always a lot of stragglers whenever it's my duty day. The juniors had a hard time too. Thanks for help from other prefects too...

Thanks Adik for the flower. A rose I suppose =)....Love it to the core ♥

2007-07-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

It's weekend!!! Decided to change my blog skin and music as I'm bored of the old one =).

So gonna present the trophy to Mrs Wong on Monday because teacher haven't prepared a speech for me on last Friday...Shit...I don't wanna do it. Scared I think...xD. But Insyirah said it's gotta be me because I received the trophy..But u need to be there with me too...We always come as a pair right?...

It's Saturday but I stay at home because I just too tired and lazy to go out. The Simpsons Movie is out in Cinema but don't know when I will be free to watch. Next week most probably will have English Oral Exam and CA 2 is coming soon but still so busy. Choir almost everyday & National day concert rehearsals are coming too and we have around 10 days to get ready for it...Competitions are on the way too....

*faizal, you are welcome :)

2007-07-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

Congrats In Harmony!!!

This is the name that we use for our A Cappella group =)

Today we performed in school assembly as well as took part in the National A Cappella Championship. Good job people!! We all did well for a 1st-timer alright...

I was trembling when I was listening to the prize presentation. Everytime a group's name was called out, my heart beat faster and faster. I was scared. I scared that we couldn't make it. & when i heard 'In Harmony', my heart went out...I couldn't believe it, we are the Runner Up. So I represented our group and went up to receive the trophy. And when I came back & everybody started taking photos, I realize I was tearing. Tears for joy =). Well, we practice everyday for 2 months, & it is paid of...

Oopsss!! my hand is swollen and blue black as i used the tuning fork to hit on my hand to give everyone the pitching but it's ok...Because it worth the prize :D...

So on Friday, i think i am going to present the trophy to Mrs Wong. Let the school know what our choir can do. Thank you teachers, choir members & all the supporters. Love you all lots!!!

Like I said : to overcome the challenge,to bring out the new image :D...

2007-07-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

Received my Certificate of Distinction that I won in the competition at Ngee Ann CanDo Campaign today...Yeah!!!

Another week passed. Time flies fast, really. And this coming Wednesday will be my Acappella National Championship competition day, as well as School performance. It's fine performing in school because i had performed a few time before. This time it's gonna be a bit different as we are going to sing Acappella for the 1st time, so unsure of the audience reaction.

Anyway, the Competition is more important. & we are performing at Esplanade some more...Opps..I am nervous =)...Many people will be there to see us & there will be friends to support us too. All your support really means alot to us :D...

Shall get ready my clothes. It's not too dull i hope. And most important is too master all the songs. Happy Singing Choir!!!

2007-07-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

This month is the busiest month i have ever experienced in my life. Everyday i reach home about 7+ and i am dead tired.

A lot of things happened recently & I am just too stress. I am scared i might not be able to take it. Study, workload, training the sec 1s, competition, & other stuffs...My mind is so confused. What should i do next? Should i do this? or that? & I am not sure of what I want either...

Not feeling fine due to some problems..Read Insyirah's blog & realised that her love for her bf is too great. She has done alot and it is what she get back in the end???...as i was reading it, i found my tears rolled down :(...Everything is just too much to take it, including my troubles...She msg me and she was crying too...May be we are just so close that we understand each other's thoughts. It's not les, but it's just because our friendship is too strong & deep. Even in singing, we make a good pair (comment from judges).

To Insyirah, be strong ok?...What are you doing is right...Even if people don't trust you, remember that I always do ok...& I am always there for you, if u ever need me my friend :)...

I don't have that strength to move on...and I don't know how...

2007-07-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Terence !!! Bought something really cute for him. I think it somehow looks like his face...hahaha...

Few days filled with events passed by. It was a great week.
The CanDo Campaign was great great great =). Met my lovely team members there again. We had so much fun, talking as if we have know each other for years. Everyone just grow close after such a short time. & WE WON 3RD PRIZE!!! Congrats to all members!!! Thank for all the hard work, and don't forget, thank you to our Mentor too...
Took lots of pictures and i had a hard time choosing them. Anyway, hope we will keep in touch & meet up soon...(planning in process).

Was forced to leave the campaign early due to the Idol Singing Competition. It was a great experience. I sang duet with best singing partner,Insyirah..hehex..who cares the result and comments anyway. They just didn't know the true feeling of the song, so marked me wrong. But i don't care about it..be happy =).

2007-07-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

Today got shocked by cher in the morning, saying that we are supposed to perform today instead of wednesday...:(...But we were not ready for it. So in the end they postpone it again until to week later, 25/07, which means we got to perform in school then after that go for competition. It's gonna be a long & stressful day for us. Hope everything will go smoothly.:D
Then also received news that there's going to be an Idol Singing Competition at Greenridge sec this coming Friday.Our school is taking part this year & they are sending me & Insyirah. Oh man, i never thought of it before. Super nervous...and still choosing one song between Breaking Free & For Good...which one?? ...I scared that we can't make it

2007-07-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

The CanDo workshop at Ngee Ann today was fantastic. Well, things got started bad this morning by raining. So i got wet by the time i reached school.
But everything got better after that. When got into Ngee Ann, all were seperated into groups, & mine and Jas's merged..Play some games and started talking to some group members..
Then we got to do our given task..What my group come out with was funny, & cute...haha...Anyway, have great time there...made new friends, they are cute =)..Hope can come on Thursday...because we haven't take our group photo mah...hehex...

& now i know about it, what should i do?

2007-07-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!...so received news today that we are going to perform during upper sec's assembly next week..hehex....Cheers for all choir members...and i am super nervous =). So going to squeeze the schedule and try to practice more this weekend..no time though...
So went for choir practice from 1.30 to 6+. Had a little conversation with cher and insyirah after that.
The dance session was cool..haha..but the step is abit difficult...gotta train hard then...gonna perform my best in whatever that am in...:D

2007-07-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

So this is a busy period. With so many programme that I am involved in & choir practice everyday since school reopens.

Scheduled to perform during 2nd week assembly but then postponed to 3rd week & now may not even get to perform. Me & Insyirah practice alot and plan alot of stuffs for the performance. We even inform our friends and confident that choir has improved. And they are very excited to watch the performance. So how???...Haiz...Both me & Insyirah hope that we can perform. At least to let the juniors experience the feeling to be performing in front of many people to get them prepared for the coming competition..Hope that teacher can get a slot for us =)

2007-06-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

School has been reopened for a week but I only started attending school from Wed. Nothing much happened though. It was Youth week and there was a rock band concert on Wed, not so bad i think, especially for those 1st time performers. Cheers for you all!!! =)

Went for Accapella prac everyday and it's really tiring.

So today went for a special programme. Got ready and went for it with other prefects. Met the Minister, Mr Vivian again :D. Then went to block 141 to promote for dengue prevention. And we took quite a number of fotos...hehex...

2007-06-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

Well. I am back here. The flight was short & it was so cold up there in the sky, -23 degree. But then when i touch down, i cant take the heat, 35 degree. SOOOO HOT!!!...The Vietnam time is 1 hour behind S'pore time, too. It took me quite a while to get used to it =).
Anyway, it is great seeing everyone. Many things has change. It surprised me though. So call my friends and set some dates or outing. Well, we miss each other lots...Gotta do my revision..haha...I brought them back. Because there's no time for me to go through them in S'pore.

I flew back with a 'U' in my heart.

2007-06-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today we had a farewell party for the sec 4s. The theme was Bring back the journey. We performed all the songs that we've learnt since sec 1 and ended with our accapella & the Final special piece " For Good". The song was specially dedicated for the seniors. We love them. The party was fun. They cried after that last song and i did, too. Thank you seniors!!! We have grown in choir with your guidance. All the best for your O's and we welcome your return =).

'Because I knew you, I have been changed for good'.

2007-06-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

Back from mega camp yesterday. Went straight to choir after camp till 5+. After that, went to bugis to buy decorating stuffs for party tomorrow. Reached home at 10+ and i was dead tired.
I miss the camp. It was super fun. & miss the campers too. The juniors, they are so cute =). This is the best mega camp i have attended. The sand castle building was great. Gonna miss those moment a lot.

2007-06-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since i last blog. Well, school holiday has started and yah, there's still no rest.
The first week is filled with choir practice, and yet we still asked for extra practice =). Well, we simply just love the songs too much...muackz...haha. Especially that song, which is my fav. And i love to sing it with Insyirah...we just click so well :D.
Next week will be camping and choir again. But i am looking forward to it. Because i love those acappella songs & there will be a farewell party for the seniors, sad though. But we will continue to perform our best for choir.

2007-05-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Didn't go school this 2 days due to my fever & there's nothing much happen recently.
Tuesday left school early at 10+ to attend acapela workshop at Greenridge Sec. The session was fun but i was having a sore throat so couldn't sing well. I did try my best but if you still not happy about it, be it then.
Mom e-mailed to ask to collect air tickets. So will be flying back in about 2 weeks time. Recently watched one TV programme about it. Feel pretty touched,though. And went to change my yahoo avatar,relized that it has included our country tradition costume and places too. Yah, and i am kind of miss that place, the people there, the way they talk, and everything about it.
And yah, gotta make my IC done too. It was supposed to be made 2 years ago but i was just too lazy to go make it, eventhough the place is near my house. =)
To my suprise, my friends there still remember me although i've been here for 4 years. I miss them,too!! & there was especially one person, I know I was wrong to treat you that way. I am sorry...I wonder if you ever blame me for it. But i did it that way because I knew there's nothing good would come out of it. I was scared that I'd hurt you. & I guess I did, like my friends said.

2007-05-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

Today went to bugis with nana to look for her jeans. She bought it and we both buy a crown necklace each =). It's nice. We still got a lot of stuffs to buy together next time we go there...
Come back to plaza,meet chuan and sofie there. So i could make it to meet all 3 of them today...:D...Also met my choir senior and had a short conversation with her.Then we went to play pool 1st while waiting for daniel to come. Sorry nana because u couldn't join us. Today game was like shit...haha..guess i played it worse than the 1st time.
Then went home,do some housework and got scalded by boiling water...& the pain is like killing me.

2007-05-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

Had a fever this morning so didn't go to school.Met up Winnie in the afternoon and then we went to my house as usual. Some friends ask me out tomorrow but I can't make it as i had a plan already..so sorry..

However in the late afternoon the fever subsided and i could go for the Night Safari outing. It would be the last outing with Mrs Wooi as she will be resigning after june holiday. Kinda sad when i heard it. But we are throwing a party for her.Yeah!!! =)..sure will miss her lots..

2007-05-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

Got back all the exam papers yesterday. As i expected, it was a total disappointment,especially maths. Fail my A-maths and just pass E-maths with a C.
Chemistry was better but however its grade had dereased,& there is no improvement on Physics,too. However,Eng was a big surprise..haha..i got the highest in my class =).
Had class & CCA photo taking today. The photo sucks :D..Then discussed on some choir stuff.Dont rush me!!! I am busy with other important stuffs also & and trying to complete everything..There's no break for me even after the exam is over...

2007-05-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

It was raining heavily this morning. The wind was pretty strong when i stepped out of the house but went ahead as i got morning duty. And by the time i reached school,skirt and shoes were all wet.So called sis and asked her help me get my skirt from home. =)
The whole 5 periods of the morning was used for both E-maths and A-maths.Got back my result,but it was disappointing.Even teacher asked me what happened to me this time, and i wondered too...
Then got back my SS paper,it wasn't so badly done then...
Went for Mega camp's briefing about the sand castle building. Our group had to come out with a design for Fajar New Town in 2037...haha...Meet the group members and 1 of them actually mistaken my for a malay.:D
Got dismiss kinda late and rushed home to get ready to go play pool with daniel and chuan..They played 1st and then daniel started teaching me...haha...it's not tat bad for a 1st timer,i think.
Tomorrow getting back the rest of the papers,Eng,Phy and Geo...hope the result will turn out well.

2007-05-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

Today the weather was quite cool in the morning. I was asked to help with the flag duty as the person assigned never come. Anyway,my actual flag raising duty is tomorrow=)...
Got back Chem paper today because mrs lim won't be in sch tomorrow afternoon...didn't score distinction though.But it didn't turn out as bad as i thought.The rest of the paper will get back soon.Hopefully the result is not so disappointing.
Had a meeting with mr yong and group members to discuss on that project. Spend 1.5 hrs discussing on the cafe's name,slogan,logo and stuffs.hope it will go smoothly and may be launched.

2007-05-11T20:57:00.001+08:00

Celebrating as the exam is over. When to bugis with Winnie yesterday.Had fun. We shopped,walked and talked till we dropped...=). By the way,created this blog with her help. THANK YOU WINNIE!!!. We shall go out next time & look for ur specs again..haha..